Thursday, May 12, 2011

Out of Sorts

Gotta admit, I'm really feeling unsettled, disturbed, grumpy and have slept poorly. My mind was just full of so much STUFF - worries floating around bothering me to no end. Finally gave up at 3:30 and got up. Am still up. Tempted to just call in today and take a personal day - but hate to waste a precious day off on just being out of sorts.

Maybe I should take tomorrow off instead - a 3 day weekend might be refreshing. I also really need to journal - there's just so much stuff. Need to do a mind and emotion dump and get all this anxiety out onto a page somewhere. I wish I could go off and pray somewhere - maybe go visit the monastery again or something - inner peace is in short supply lately. I really need Room 8.


Elysbeth said...

Amen Sista! I have call this weekend but am with you in spirit. Get out the paper and just unload. Or write me an email- even if you never mail it- and let it out.

I'd hug you, but I see quills. Oh wait, those are MY quills.

Rebecca said...

biggest hugs. let it out and do take a day whether today or tomorrow - they're there for that! rest, relax, go for a walk by yourself with your journaland sit amidst trees and grass and write and cry and pray and meditate and do whatever you need!
so sorry you're having a stressful time. take care. you are loved

ChelleC said...

For some odd reason, all the comments disappeared, but thanks to those of you who lifted my spirits. They were received and appreciated. Hopefully Blogger will stop munching up the comments. Grrr.